period

i was searching for my windows office CD to install into the new desktop. problem is i cant recall where i placed it. or misplaced it. and my room is not the easiest of places to look for missing items such as a CD. so i looked into places that i think i would have kept it in the past.

i was frustrated cos i found myself looking into the same places over and again. and even tot who might have taken it.

some times frustration is coupled with anxiety. anxiety cos its money spent on a brand new original CD that i purchased in school and also i promised my sis the software will be installed by week's end. i guess i really wanted to deliver my promise, as promised. many times i have disappointed my family cos of undelivered promises. so i was bent on finding tat darn CD.

i stopped and told myself if i find it with all my heart i be able to. and i did. it was sandwiched in my old notes that i've stacked away in my cupboard. cant recall how it got there. or how i even came to savage through the old notes.

lesson learnt: anxiety is good. heh. seriously this application is to search with the whole intent of finding whatever we've lost and would like to get it back. with all our hearts mind and strength. tats exactly wat's God's first commandment is. to seek him with our heart mind and strength. and we will find Him. period.